I'm going to New York City tomorrow around 5am, so I gotta get some rest tonight. I have 30mins left till my dad comes in here and kick me off -_-". I hardly made anything for H!P~Stuff. Ok, w/e.....I'll work something out. Gotta load songs onto my iPod and pack up random junk that will keep me awake during the 5hr drive. I use to go to Toronto alot, but now it's NYC T_T. I'll tell you about my trip after I come home tomorrow if I don't get back too late. GOTTA NAP! BYE!

Song of the moment: Ah Sang - Ye Zi

Pic of the day: Nozomi Tsuji! LOL ^_^

Messed around more with my LJ. Even made a link for it (clicky clicky!)

   I'm Cha Shu Men! haha yeah right ^_^;;........I just find it funny that they would use that as a name for Maki's character on those H!M skits with the chinese resturant theme. For people who don't know what Cha Shu Men means. It's BBQ pork noodles in Mandarin (chinese)......It's kinda offensive-ish, but really funny! All their names are noodle related I think......KonKon's the only one with a normal name. Last week's H!M......Reina, the panda! She was so cute >_<!! YAY PANDA!.......What else happened on H!M......Oh....The date thing! With Aibon, Mari and Miki. They had to go on a date with this one guy who wanted them to call him Mama @_@?! It was a great date hahah. Really funny ep. And let's see.....Eri has yet another new character for the whole news thing! Erize Kameiyama......Kyameiyama......kameyama.......T_T......ok I can't spell........But yeah....she's like a waitress. I really liked Eric Kameizo.........Kyameizo.......Kamezo......-_-" Yeah. Why did they have to change so fast......isn't that like the reason for her hair do change?....oh well.

   I saw Kaori's grad concert today......Took me forever to DL it T_T. It was really cool. Random people sang random songs, it was great. Surprisingly, I didn't cry like a dieing cow ^_^;;. I cried so freaken much when I watched Nacchi's grad concert.....When I watched it the 2nd time.....haha......still cried.....I think cause that had the most crying in it (that I've seen)....Nono was crying so much, she couldn't talk and I think that's why she wasn't there for Furusato after the speeches. During Nono and Aibon's concert.....I didn't cry as much.....just a few sniff sniff's......But I was upset. I just sat there all like "dang it......T_T"......If I think about it now......I think I'm still a bit upset X_X. W better last for at least a few more years or I'm not gonna be very happy -_-".

   I'm trying to fix up my LJ right now........I made one a little while ago cause Doki Doki Love Town was down and they made a community there and you can only get in if you have a LJ account. I don't wanna waste the account and I'm bored haha. (2 hours later)........here: LJ It's nice lol. I like the colors...........Like it saids on there......I'm freaken tired T_T......GOING NOW!

Feeling.....songs......w/e........look at LJ.......gotta nap

Pic of the day:.....none today.

This is gonna be a short entry cause I'm too tired to type. I got like 2 hours of sleep hahah......bye T_T

My current feeling:

Song of the moment: Morning Musume - Mr.Moonlight ~Ai no Big Band~

Pic of the day: Couldn't find anything. So here's my guild layout for neopets.......no use for it now. Deleted my guild. This is kinda cheesy -_-"......but perdy. The pic is from Sayumi Michishige's PB.....Best pic in the book!! Ouch! I'm kidding....ish.....yeah T_T.....No stealing or I'll bite your head off!! I'm just kidding......if you wanna use it then tell me first. And I don't have a code for it cause I'm not good at Html.

I ran outta stuff to do T_T.........I'm trying to make stuff for H!P~Stuff.......Trying out new styles.....I need to develop a style of my own......Which right now is clumping everything together T_T. Dang. I check out other people's work from time to time and I go "Oh my god! Why didn't I think of that?!"......cause I'm brain dead and my imagination is totally gone.........I should go into hibernation or something and revive the creative brain I had when I was 10 T_T.......or maybe not lol. *thinks.......20 mins later*........w/e nevermind T_T........I'll just mess around with stuff and see what comes out heh....I think the best way to make stuff is to have fun ^_^. When I have fun with stuff, it turns out better. Lately I've only been thinking of......Gotta make it pretty and nice.......have to do this by blah blah blah time and crap......not fun at all......So.........maybe that's something to think about. I've only made 6 avys and 1 sig so far and I started this experimenting with new styles project 2, 3 days ago =_=;;;........The only thing I'm proud of is this Nono avy I made which is kinda cool looking ^_^. I had fun.....SEE! FUN! LoL........think that's it.......yep.....FUN. All the other ones are......well.....I was happy with them at first.......but then thought......bleh. Maybe I'm too picky T_T. I'll try and have fun....see how this experimental batch turns out......I'll put it up somewhere before next week....plenty of time to relax and just have fun.....no presure haha.

Oh.......Just remembered something I was pissed about T_T......the W trading cards......The one's that was for sale on cdjapan....for 30 bucks......it was like a whole box........it's out of print T_T.......I was too late......it's never gonna come back!!! *crys like a baby*......dang. Done complaining lol ^_^.

My current feeling: Wacko O_o

Song of the moment: W - Matsu wa

Pic of the day: W! can't upload big pics......connection being stupid right now X_X

Hahah......Don't ask about the title, it's random ^_^. I'm just really bored......I think I have a stomache ache -_-". Think it's from eating TONs of random stuff......lately I've been eating alot....alittle too much. Either I eat nothing......or I eat everything T_T. I really need to learn the meaning of control. I had some Pocky, a slice of pizza, frozen chinese dinner, small slice of rice cake, and a bun! All in 2 1/2 hours........kinda O_o.......Oh and 1 piece of gum........a cup of soy milk.......and 2 bottles of water.....dang. Oh well ^_^. I'll just have to watch how I eat from now on lol.

I watched the Morning Musume 13nin gakkari xmas special (HPS). That special is........special. I look at KonKon differently now, after I've watched that. I hope she was acting O_o.......But if she wasn't.....w/e, I'll get over it...just like when I saw Nono's new set of chompers (yes, chompers T_T), Eri's new hair do, Kaori's new hair do.....Koi no Fuga dance.....ect ect. What's wackier then KonKon on the Morning Musume 13nin gakkari xmas special......is Byuuden's Kacchoiize! JAPAN PV......I mean, what is that song about?! If you haven't seen it......buy the single V or DL it.....see what you think ^_^;.

I'm bored........so I'm gonna talk about the photobooks I have (on my comp -_-").......Here's a list.....I had to rename most of them, so they'll be organized.....so I dunno the real names T_T and some of these....not sure if it counts as a PB. (alphebetical order A-Z)

Solo:
Abe Natsumi 1st PB
Abe Natsumi 2nd PB
Ai Kago 1st PB
Ai Takahashi 1st PB
Ai Takahashi 2nd PB
Ai Takahashi 3rd PB
Asami Konno 1st PB
Aya Matsuura 2nd PB
Aya Matsuura 4th PB
Eri Kamei 1st PB
Hitomi Yoshizawa 1st PB
Hitomi Yoshizawa 2nd PB
Maki Goto 1st PB
Maki Goto 2nd PB
Makoto Ogawa 1st PB
Mari Yaguchi 1st PB
Mari Yaguchi 2nd PB
Miki Fujimoto 2nd PB
Miki Fujimoto 3rd PB
Nozomi Tsuji 1st PB
Reina Tanaka 1st PB
Rika Ishikawa 1st PB
Rika Ishikawa 2nd PB
Rika Ishikawa 3rd PB
Risa Niigaki 1st PB
Sayumi Michishige 1st PB

Group/Random maybe PB:
50w
Aya and Miki
Hello! Project 2004: Hello! Project Times (chu! 5)
Hello! Project Futsal Club Official Guide Book
Hello! Project Futsal Club Official Guide Book
Mini Moni PB
Mini Moni & Country Musume: In Hello! Project 2004 Winter
Morning Musume: Ai Araba It's All Right Limited Edition First Press Photobook
Morning Musume: Alo~Hello! 03
Morning Musume: Alo~Hello! 04
Morning Musume: Chain! Chain! Chain!
Morning Musume: Gonagoto
Morning Musume: Hamilton Island
Morning Musume: Heso Fan Book
Morning Musume: Otakara
Morning Musume Otome Gumi and Sakura Gumi concert PB
Nozomi Tsuji & Ai Kago: TsujiKago

43 PBs in total LOL, I'm such a free loader T_T. If I actually owned all these PBs......It would cost me around $1,200 something guessing that each of these cost $30 each when they first came out (not counting the Ai Araba one). I have all these PBs and it takes me like an hour to find a nice pic for an avy or sig or a wallpaper T_T. I'm so picky, it's almost funny >_<. If anyone sees something they want, I can upload it and put it up at the media section of H!P~Stuff. Maybe one day, I'll own all these PBs and more hahahha......right......

I'm not a HUGE freeloader...(Yeah I am).....I did buy some tradeing cards, but they were old T_T......I have over 100 of them.......Mostly Mr.Moonlight ones.......I also bought a whole freaken box of Momusu Vol. 6 cards hahah......I had to have some 6th gen cards ^_^. I have some bromides too. There's one of Aibon that's all photo picture like and it saids fujifilm on the back, that's pretty cool ^_^. From the Mr.Moonlight cards, I got a shiny-ish one of Hitomi wearing her Mr.Moonlight costume, But didn't have any luck with getting a Makoto one......That was disappointing T_T. If I ever get another chance......I'm gonna buy more until I get one of her.

I'm done talking! *sleep*

My current feeling: *nap*

Song of the moment: Berryz Koubou - Special Generation

Pic of the day: Mari and KonKon! TO THE CAKE STAND! ^_^;;;

Hello!! Well.....let's see.....I made yummy salad today in school ^//^......Besides that, it was like every other day.....OH! I forgot....This is REALLY late, but I changed my classes haha....I'm telling people this NOW T_T......yeah I changed my classes like 2 months ago -_-".....but here's my recent schedule:

This is similar to my old schedule....not a big change. AH OH NO! *get's kicked off*

 H!P~Stuff is up and running again! I fixed the media section problem, I ditched 35mb.com.....and I'm useing Rapidshare now.......It doesn't look as safe as 35mb.com, but it is! It's safer. I've downloaded stuff from other people who uses that site, and nothing happened. ONE download from 35mb.com gave me an army of popups and tons of spyware. Rapidshare won't let me upload larger files......so I couldn't upload zipped up......had to upload them seperately, but rapidshare keeps everything forever until I want to delete them with a delete link they give me. I REALLY need people to tell me if it's working or not.....I need to know, so I can find a new site before I upload more stuff......I don't wanna upload stuff if people arn't gonna download them.

hmmm.....so I'm back in school again, break's over.......dang.....I didn't like break cause it was sooooo freaken boring, but I didn't want to go back to school.......cause I don't like school T_T. Oh well....I need new music.....nothing to download.....Maki's album's out.......W's album is out......I'm so bored I even got Biyuuden's new single....I mean, their a nice group.....no need to banish the whole group just cause rika's not very good -_-".......I mean, Erika's a good singer.

I'm trying to make new stuff.......hmmm I've tried winamp skins.....dang....that was a pain in the butt.......There are like some programs that make the skin for you......you just pick your background pic.....and the colors of the bottons and stuff....But I didn't wanna do that so I tried makeing everything from scratch.......there was soooooo many buttons! And everytime you make a image file of a set of buttons.......they have to all be the same size and everything had to touch this way and that way......so! in the end I gave up T_T. The next thing I tried to make.....AIM expressions......wow....It was the easiest thing to make......BUT......the codeing was a pain in the butt.....I couldn't figure out how to code it.....I could of just uploaded it to like that mytheme.com or something like that place and they could just do the codeing for me......I tried that and the pics I used got ruined....they turned all funky looking, so yeah.....I gave up on that. There's really nothing I can do now.....nothing I can think of. I do wanna make moving sigs and avys....you know like animated.....not like the blinkie animated stuff....like those gifs.....that look like you cut a clip out of a show or something and it moves......I don't know if I did it right, but it moves ^_^. I took screen caps of this one part in Mini Moni's Jaken Pyon! PV. I had to pause, copy, play, pause, copy, play.....ect ect. I ended up with 21 screencaps in the end.......I made the gif.......and it turned out to be 1mb something T_T;;.......Here it is......if it moves superslow, just wait until the animation runs once and the second time should be the speed I set it to run. I had to upload it using my freewebs account.....and for some reason, I can't make the image show up so......here's the link.

Gyuunyuu da PYON!

If I did this wrong can someone tell me the right way to do it if they know? Thank you. I'm gonna go do something random now, bye.


My current feeling: this................T_T.

Song of the moment: W - Deco Boco Seventeen

Pic of the day: Reina Tanaka!

Day 3.............STILL BORED! Dang.......my friend was suppose to come over today.....but w/e........we canceled.......she's having a bad...day T_T.....yep, gotta respect her feelings....who cares about mine.....I'm so bored, I'm that selfish. Oh well.......I was uploading this song for someone, didn't wanna waste the link......here:

I'm shuting down H!P~Stuff for a few days or a week maybe......I put up a big note on the site so people would know..........Gotta make stuff.......and stuff.......dang am I bored......there's nothing to do......I'm not really in the mood with making stuff......cause lately everything I've made seem to turn out just not right........I dunno. Everything's going down hill........maybe I'm rushing things........I mean.....makeing the site was my idea......joining all those forums was my idea....nobody made me......so if I don't post for a year......or update my site for a year.....nobody would care or notice right?.........yep..........but I dunno......I think posting and checking all the forums for new posts and stuff everyday is my job and updating my site at least twice a month is my job......I joined forums and built my site for fun........I'm not very good at having fun.....I turn all my hobbies and fun things into some sort of responsibility........thats not really a good thing is it? ^_^;;. I need to find a way to control all these things........I'm thinking, maybe it's cause I'm afraid that if I don't visit a forum everyday......people might forget me........or if I don't update my site, it would look like I abandoned it......This is sadder then my life outside the internet and my computer. I say to myself sometimes, "People won't forget you if your just gone for a day or even a week......as if anyone knows your there in the first place!" HA! I'm kidding, the first part is true, the second part is just my weird-jokeing-depressing-thinking that's been floating in the back of my head for the last 15 years T_T. LOL ^_^. But anyways.........I'm always worried about things I shouldn't be worrying about. It's nobody's fault that I would think those things......or is it?! haha. Maybe it's all the noob hasing on MM-BBS! HAH no....what the heck does that have to do with what I'm talking about O_o.......

Forum talk! lol.....random-ness. ok.......Every forum I've joined is kinda different....but they always have higher ranks and lower ranks.......and in between. The first forum I joined I think was Aznpop........that is sad.......I only have what? 17 post? or was it like 14........or 7? dang......I joined that during the summer of 04.......I barely post there, cause there's sooooo many people! I still check back once in a while and see what's up in H!P land ^_^. The 2nd forum I joined was.....I think Genki Fruit........It was my fav forum......it didn't have much people, but I liked it that way.....and I'm not wishing anything evil like "I hope nobody ever joins!!"........I just think that you can say more in a small group then in a huge group of thousands.......I mean half of them probably died, but you know. Genki fruit was really fun, everytime you posted you would get a certain amount of virtual money and you can buy cute stuff with it....like MINI SUSHI GIFs hahah.......if you have $500....I think, you can get yourself a PV pass.......I have $300 something.......I posted alot...and no I wasn't spamming and I wasn't just posting to get a PV pass......I actually thought about what I wanted to say before a posted not like "nice" or "oh yay" or "KAWAII!".....Havn't visited this place in a while, cause the last time I was there....I had to double post for a few days cause noone was there.....so I gave up......I'll start checking that place again later. Third forum I joined......Nano Kiero........It's more like a site that offers you hundreds of dif Azn media.......I joined for the media......never posted....maybe once........It's a site with a forum, so the main thing wasn't the forum.....I found out that they had a forum like a month after I joined......this was a while ago. I don't go there for media anymore. I made my own photo album there and I put up some H!P pics once in a while..........4th forum! DOKI DOKI LOVE TOWN! Best place to discuss H!P things (next to mm-bbs and Kakko-ii)..........I go there regularly to see what's new. Check H!P releases and stuff. This place is really friendly I think. Not much "HAHA! YOU SUCK!" going on. Their really organized, I like that. They have a warning system and everything. They have this thing called Dokis.........you get this much Doki when you post......but you can't buy anything with them.....it's like a way to show how much you participate. Really nice forum.....also have a DL section......gotta have 25 post to enter though.......it's kinda funny, some people join for like 3 days and they already have like 7 warnings.....and then the next day their banned. You go check their post (if they haven't been deleted already) and you find this sort of thing "smilie smilie smilie" "kawaii" "whoot".........LOL. Maybe those arn't the reasons why they got banned. dunno. If your a H!P fan, you should really think about joining, it's really fun. 5th forum!......Anime media portal owned by Ami, a former member of Doki Doki Love Town....former member as in......I'm not gonna say anything cause it's rude I think.......well, so I joined her forum ^_^. When I joined it was really new, there was only like 10 people. She made me the global mod.......DANG! I was sooooo freaken happy. I always wanted to be a mod......I really worked hard to make the forum great.......I would put DLs in most of the sections at least once a week. Lucky I liked Jpop, Kpop, Cpop and I had some good anime music on my comp lol.......I haven't been there for a while......cause it was just me and her on the forum.....for days and weeks......all my DLs would expire before anyone could get to it.......Great forum, if only people would sign on dang it!.....*sigh*.......6th Forum........Kakko-ii! Introduced to me by Duy.......There's a decent amount of people on there.....They have the biggest H!P gallery I've ever seen! I go on regularly.......nice place ^_^. 7th forum....the most recent forum I've joined.....MM-BBS........This place is awsome. If I'm bored, I always go on and read the hilarious news articles people post up. Everyone's so funny on this forum.....Nice people too........It's like Doki Doki Love Town.......but.....hmmmm how should I say this.........more......not for 10 year olds hahahah. Well.....I think that's all the forums I've joined so far (not counting the BT ones and the many other random ones I've forgotten my username and password for T_T). Long live these 7 great forums!.....I'm probably not gonna join any other ones, cause 7 is my lucky number ^_^.....and that's alot already.

Wow! That was alotta gibajaba! -_-".......I'm not gonna read anything over....so sorry if there's some grammer and spelling problems......

H!P News! Makoto's 1st PB is out! DANG IT! SOMEBODY SCAN THE THING.......sorry, I'm such a freeloader. I would so buy it if I could T_T. There's also byuuden stuff out........PB (no rika)......uh....ect. OH! Maki Goto's 3rd album, 3rd Station is out! Dang! I love this album! It's really good!........I hope W's album's just as good!

Gotta go now.......I talked enough.....If I was whoever's looking at my blog right now......as soon as I see this much writing.....I would just walk away.....specialy writing with this much "........" in it O_o....yeah lol.

My current feeling:BLEH

Song of the moment: Maki Goto - Station