I'm shuting down H!P~Stuff for a few days or a week maybe......I put up a big note on the site so people would know..........Gotta make stuff.......and stuff.......dang am I bored......there's nothing to do......I'm not really in the mood with making stuff......cause lately everything I've made seem to turn out just not right........I dunno. Everything's going down hill........maybe I'm rushing things........I mean.....makeing the site was my idea......joining all those forums was my idea....nobody made me......so if I don't post for a year......or update my site for a year.....nobody would care or notice right?.........yep..........but I dunno......I think posting and checking all the forums for new posts and stuff everyday is my job and updating my site at least twice a month is my job......I joined forums and built my site for fun........I'm not very good at having fun.....I turn all my hobbies and fun things into some sort of responsibility........thats not really a good thing is it? ^_^;;. I need to find a way to control all these things........I'm thinking, maybe it's cause I'm afraid that if I don't visit a forum everyday......people might forget me........or if I don't update my site, it would look like I abandoned it......This is sadder then my life outside the internet and my computer. I say to myself sometimes, "People won't forget you if your just gone for a day or even a week......as if anyone knows your there in the first place!" HA! I'm kidding, the first part is true, the second part is just my weird-jokeing-depressing-thinking that's been floating in the back of my head for the last 15 years T_T. LOL ^_^. But anyways.........I'm always worried about things I shouldn't be worrying about. It's nobody's fault that I would think those things......or is it?! haha. Maybe it's all the noob hasing on MM-BBS! HAH no....what the heck does that have to do with what I'm talking about O_o.......

Forum talk! lol.....random-ness. ok.......Every forum I've joined is kinda different....but they always have higher ranks and lower ranks.......and in between. The first forum I joined I think was Aznpop........that is sad.......I only have what? 17 post? or was it like 14........or 7? dang......I joined that during the summer of 04.......I barely post there, cause there's sooooo many people! I still check back once in a while and see what's up in H!P land ^_^. The 2nd forum I joined was.....I think Genki Fruit........It was my fav forum......it didn't have much people, but I liked it that way.....and I'm not wishing anything evil like "I hope nobody ever joins!!"........I just think that you can say more in a small group then in a huge group of thousands.......I mean half of them probably died, but you know. Genki fruit was really fun, everytime you posted you would get a certain amount of virtual money and you can buy cute stuff with it....like MINI SUSHI GIFs hahah.......if you have $500....I think, you can get yourself a PV pass.......I have $300 something.......I posted alot...and no I wasn't spamming and I wasn't just posting to get a PV pass......I actually thought about what I wanted to say before a posted not like "nice" or "oh yay" or "KAWAII!".....Havn't visited this place in a while, cause the last time I was there....I had to double post for a few days cause noone was there.....so I gave up......I'll start checking that place again later. Third forum I joined......Nano Kiero........It's more like a site that offers you hundreds of dif Azn media.......I joined for the media......never posted....maybe once........It's a site with a forum, so the main thing wasn't the forum.....I found out that they had a forum like a month after I joined......this was a while ago. I don't go there for media anymore. I made my own photo album there and I put up some H!P pics once in a while..........4th forum! DOKI DOKI LOVE TOWN! Best place to discuss H!P things (next to mm-bbs and Kakko-ii)..........I go there regularly to see what's new. Check H!P releases and stuff. This place is really friendly I think. Not much "HAHA! YOU SUCK!" going on. Their really organized, I like that. They have a warning system and everything. They have this thing called Dokis.........you get this much Doki when you post......but you can't buy anything with them.....it's like a way to show how much you participate. Really nice forum.....also have a DL section......gotta have 25 post to enter though.......it's kinda funny, some people join for like 3 days and they already have like 7 warnings.....and then the next day their banned. You go check their post (if they haven't been deleted already) and you find this sort of thing "smilie smilie smilie" "kawaii" "whoot".........LOL. Maybe those arn't the reasons why they got banned. dunno. If your a H!P fan, you should really think about joining, it's really fun. 5th forum!......Anime media portal owned by Ami, a former member of Doki Doki Love Town....former member as in......I'm not gonna say anything cause it's rude I think.......well, so I joined her forum ^_^. When I joined it was really new, there was only like 10 people. She made me the global mod.......DANG! I was sooooo freaken happy. I always wanted to be a mod......I really worked hard to make the forum great.......I would put DLs in most of the sections at least once a week. Lucky I liked Jpop, Kpop, Cpop and I had some good anime music on my comp lol.......I haven't been there for a while......cause it was just me and her on the forum.....for days and weeks......all my DLs would expire before anyone could get to it.......Great forum, if only people would sign on dang it!.....*sigh*.......6th Forum........Kakko-ii! Introduced to me by Duy.......There's a decent amount of people on there.....They have the biggest H!P gallery I've ever seen! I go on regularly.......nice place ^_^. 7th forum....the most recent forum I've joined.....MM-BBS........This place is awsome. If I'm bored, I always go on and read the hilarious news articles people post up. Everyone's so funny on this forum.....Nice people too........It's like Doki Doki Love Town.......but.....hmmmm how should I say this.........more......not for 10 year olds hahahah. Well.....I think that's all the forums I've joined so far (not counting the BT ones and the many other random ones I've forgotten my username and password for T_T). Long live these 7 great forums!.....I'm probably not gonna join any other ones, cause 7 is my lucky number ^_^.....and that's alot already.

Wow! That was alotta gibajaba! -_-".......I'm not gonna read anything over....so sorry if there's some grammer and spelling problems......

H!P News! Makoto's 1st PB is out! DANG IT! SOMEBODY SCAN THE THING.......sorry, I'm such a freeloader. I would so buy it if I could T_T. There's also byuuden stuff out........PB (no rika)......uh....ect. OH! Maki Goto's 3rd album, 3rd Station is out! Dang! I love this album! It's really good!........I hope W's album's just as good!

Gotta go now.......I talked enough.....If I was whoever's looking at my blog right now......as soon as I see this much writing.....I would just walk away.....specialy writing with this much "........" in it O_o....yeah lol.

My current feeling:BLEH

Song of the moment: Maki Goto - Station